I knew you were  ravaged , a girl half your size tore away .  You found a girl married to a man twice her size to tell what you wanted to tell the  Lolita who left you. Because I was not the Lolita you searched for in  young women who fascinated you , I thought truth can cure you of the lie and face can touch the mask. You tried all the abusive strategies to keep me chained forever in a flash back…What a pity … You have been trying so hard to recover a broken self  by being an abuser…..Choose the vulnerable part……that is the part you want to feel inside you.